Wednesday, 3 September 2014

TBH

I leave for Japan. Again. Early tomorrow morning on assignment.

Its my second time in as many months. Although this time I'm off to Tokyo. The past two months have seemed like an eternity. But in a good way.

Good things always come in threes for me. Always. Without fail. Thank you God:

1./ I have moved home to a better place for my daughter. 

Cooler, brighter, and more spacious, my mind feels open and relaxed. It is the perfect brainstorming and thinking space. Story ideas are coming out of nowhere on a daily basis. As is my will to write them.

2./ This blog that I only started on July 7th has been so therapeutic. Its like having my old diary again. Except that I am not nine years-old. And it is not private. 

Well, my deepest thoughts remain so, shared only with a select few.  Sometimes I'm not sure what they mean, or perhaps just too shy to really admit what they mean. I'm sure you really know what this means  V**inyl Monologue

But writing about your feelings and emotions is good to see in front of you. On the screen in black and white. Like lists.  Draw them up. Break it down. Manage and deal with them better. I'm not into horoscopes, but I appear to be a stereotypical Virgo down to a tee....

3./ I may have established the beginnings of a nerdy relationship with a new friend. And I love it. Books. Music. Movies. Thoughts. Random ones. A love of dogs, like kids. 

Its weird. And I love it.  I'm uncertain where this is going, or where I want it to go, but my mind loves it. And I don't want to lose it.

Exchanging and bouncing off each others brains. Story ideas for one another. Stupid stuff. Good stuff. Fun stuff.

They agree that "we are probably twins". I'm not sure what that means. I'm not sure what type of twins. But luckily for them, not identical twins, as thanks to God they appear to have received generous helpings of both brains and beauty.

Twin flames, I don't know. Who believes in that stuff? It freaks me out. Big time. Too New Age, spiritual and dreamy. Down-to-earth earth signs tend to just get on with life. As I have done for 46 years. 

But what if?

If there was ever an unusual meeting of minds during my  lifetime, this is it.

Nothing haunts us as things we don't say, or could have said, but don't, said some wordy man. With nothing to lose...there... I've said it.

To Be Honest is something I have vowed to be since I was old enough. TBH. That is all...

And I'm so sorry if this blog posting has ruined it.


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